Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Dear Beck

My sweet Beck,
I have been so excited since finding out you are a boy. I have always dreamed of having both a boy and girl but really didn't think that would happen. I have always thought I would be an all girl mommy. You are so loved already and talked about daily. Elle is calling you by your name and kisses my belly to show her love for you. She tells me she will help feed you a bottle, change your stinky diapers, hold you, and read to you. I think she will be an amazing big sister though she is very used to having us all to herself. I know that her heart will grow with love the moment she meets you.
I have been a bit anxious about feeling you kick since I have not felt many "butterfly' movements yet but last night you gave me a good one. It was the first strong kick and I could actually see it! You will find I am very emotional, so I cried immediately. Daddy out his hand on my tummy hoping to feel another one but it never happened. I had forgotten what an amazing feeling it was! Thank you for that. You must have known I was just talking to daddy about wanting to feel you more :)
I love you little man and can not wait to feel more of those kicks!
XXOO,
Mommy

4 comments:

bonnie said...

So sweet! I miss feeling Emery moving around. That was such a great feeling...maybe I should get pregnant again really soon. Ha!

Betty said...

Sweet! Sending kisses from NJ!

Gigi said...

Can't believe you will be the Mama of two before very long! What an adventure it will be to have a little girl and a little boy. I think Elle will be a fabulous big sister and I can't wait to meet Beck! Hope we can plan our schedule just right this time. We are about due to be on time for once, right??! xoxoxox

Kathi said...

Very sweet, Sarah! I know how excited you must be. I still remember that feeling of when you really know your baby is real- I loved the kicking and rolling around...maybe that's why I have six! Beck is one lucky little guy to have you and Miles and Elle as his family.